school today was crap.

did impromptu speech for public speaking tutorial. topic on "celebration for end-of-term public speaking lesson". of course, a topic i loved for a subject i feared.

back to tpj with ben&ph after. learnt of so many depressingly chaotic events. why is life being so harsh?

please stop all the clocks, because nothing now can ever come to any good.
because life sucks so much i don't wanna think about it anymore.

"bury my head in the books."
i keep telling myself so but i can't.

every now and then, i think of how you pushed me off
the edge of the cliff you brought me to;
pain escalates..
and hatred grows with pain.

芊卉